If I were given a chance to go back in the past, I will not be so easy to you. I will not be the one who will make a first move, will not push my self to the person whose in the first place didn’t see my existence and the beauty I wear everyday just to caught your attention.
If I can go back in time which I had given a chance to see my own worth which you can’t never give values for that, I will choose a man whose really see my sincerity, kind of beauty inside and out, my worth as a women and loves me at my worst. In short I will choose a better man than you, who will gives a lot of happiness instead of pain, who will understands me when no one’s did and the most of all who will give courage in everytime I feel down.
If I only have chance to chose my path, I will not choose you who causes me a lot of pain, who doesn’t give importance of my value as a person or women, who doesn’t value the time I spent to you just to be with you, and only you can see is my mistakes, you always wanted to be like that..instead of motivating me you are the first one who letting me down. Sometimes I don’t know If you’re still the man I’ve decided to chose because every each of the day it becomes worst..We should be happy together but why we let things to be like this..that each of us choose to stay because of the experience, memories, years we had together. But I realized I was wrong, wrong for choosing the right man who can bring out the best of me which I will not be conscious when I’m with him..May be God has a better plan that’s why He let things happened.
But If I only have time machine..I will not let this happen, I become more wiser for choosing the right man. If only have one chance, I will give my heart to the better one.
Solinap, Zabrian G.
Humanist Talk 